(credits to ninzx)
All the roads that lead to you were winding,
All the lights that light the way are blinding,
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don’t know how.
I don’t believe that anybody feels the way I do, about you now.
Because maybe, you’re gonna be the one who saves me.
And after all,
You’re my wonderwall.
I can’t believe I got up at eleven am today–it’s been so long ago since I had the time to sleep in and roll around in bed. I have to got assignments to complete of course, but I figured I should go at my own pace today.
Slept at 3 plus last night cos we were at Wala Wala, geez, it was so crowded…but this song took our breaths away…Blind By Lifehouse–those kinda song that would make you wanna cry (or at least, makes me wanna cry).
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Your sweep on the shoulders, a brief lean against my back–I wonder why.
For it seemed longer, with more force, than accidental.
—
If dreams are a subconcious state of the mind, I have no idea when did you enter my mind.
Because I never thought you would.
—
He sang..
I’m taking a moment just imagining that I’m dancing with you
I’m your pole and all you’re wearing is your shoes
You got soul, you know what to do to turn me on until I write a song about you
And you have your own engaging style
And you’ve got the knack to vivify
And you make my slacks a little tight, you may unfasten them if you like
That’s if you crash and spend the night
that makes me fuzzy inside…
If I could change your mind, How would you want me?
Psst. If I were a boy–Beyonce’s new song
Her postcard:
His reply: Every time you smile at me for opening the door for you, I fall, too.
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We’ll meet again.
Jaslin is one tired but smiley face.
She drove all the way home from Shenton way via the KPE.
In the rain, at night.
That experience made her heart race.
Definitely needs to brush up on parking…
Psst. I’m left with 4 hours of sleep with yet another freaking long day ahead.
After one and a half hours of sleep,
I’m amazed that I can still smile when I was getting my fix of 3.6km jog.
You make me smile, even when I don’t know you and when you simply did nothing at all.
The world is never fair.
Lately I have desperately pondered, spent my nights awake and I wonder…
But reason will not lead to solution, I will end up lost in confusion..
(credits to Emily-die-Puppe)
I’m going crazy with all the approaching deadlines—all on Friday.
I felt the sudden need for wardrobe uplift so I sneaked out today to buy 3 pairs of stilettos and clothes.
Came home, threw 20 pairs of shoes, and did an evaluation of my wardrobe. I concluded that I have no life, for I shuttle between home and school only. Which explains why there are clothes that don’t get to see the daylight–they’re simply not school-friendly (doesn’t help when some people are very judgmental. allow me to sidetrack: I find it amazing to see people judge, when I wonder if they even have the capacity to do so). That kinda reminds me of Vagina Monolgues–Short skirts isn’t form of indication or invitation..
I know, I’m crazy.
I’m grooving to Al Green and the Bee Gees while doing my presentation slides—for some strange reason, I’m feeling Euphoric (that same kinda Euphoria when I see beautiful clothes–like a popcorn in an oven?)
I figured that undoubtedly, I get attracted to men with hair, the more the merrier..like caveman? I find it difficult to find attractive un-hairy man. And the first place for the hairy-evalutation is their legs!
I know, I’m sick.
I pissed for someone has been stealing Kittie’s clothes. 2 shirts in a week..now he has to walk around au natural.
I’m in need of a major Perk-me-up.
5 weeks to exams, 2 and a half months to 2009. You fly past don’t you?
I want to bake, but have got no freaking time.
I want to have oh-so-good desserts and have got no time too.
I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
And it’s me you need to show how deep is your love?
Psst. Notice this entry is grossly peppered with many “I”s..I need some me-time.
The Vagina Monolgues at National Library.
The 21st party at Pasir Ris Park, and the after-party over coffee and small talk.
The addition of a new piercing.
The Flemenco dance performance at Esplanade. I have to say that the male dancers with their long curly hair, oh-so-sexy sideburns and tight butts kept me at the edge of my seat. I wanna learn Flemenco! It’s really really sexy and I loved the flow of the dresses.
The planned trip down to Dempsy after the dance. Which was ruined for most good places at Demspy were closed by midnight.
We then tried the 2am dessert bar. Of which, we were disappointed again. They were closed!
Ventured to the other end,
Walked passed Harry’s Bar when I saw a almost-familiar shadow in the dark looking back at me.
Ah yes, it’s a familiar face, so we exchanged smiles. Interestingly, for the first time, despite crossing paths in school.
Ended up at Wala Wala with a Chocolate Martini, and a hot vocalist, who said “Goodnight!…” at the carpark(… bcos I forgot-quite tipsy after Martini so whatever came after “goodnight” was forgotten..haha).
Back to Monday. Back to school.
(credits to lob19)
I think I saw you, smile at me.
But I was too occupied with looking ahead, trying to brave through the crazy crowd.
When you appeared days ago, I was too busy fumbling my black lacey umbrella in the rain. Today, I was trying to block out the mid-day madness surrounding me.
The irony is, in a world so crowded, I’ve singled you out long ago..
Somehow, leading a life of rush and frenzy makes me miss out on the more important things. But I can’t always be a chapter behind.
I’m practicing your name so I can say it to you face.
But sometimes, when you and I collide, I fall into an ocean so deep, you know it gets the better of me.
在暗暗的电影院里，我坐在两个陌生人之间。
眼睛专注地看着银光幕。
带有忧愁的音乐随着情节钩起了心中说不出的情绪。
不知不觉，眼泪竟然直流不停。
《画皮》中的情节赤裸裸地反映了人间烟火。
虽然故事的结局并不坏，
但有时候，结果不是最重要的。
I remember watching this cartoon as a child on Tuesdays, after school.
This scene never fails to make me feel hopeful though somehow, I was not able to grasp the meaning of the lyrics fully.
Courage, see me through. Heart, I’m trusting you.
I’m guilty of this too.
Maybe I shouldn’t be.
Maybe the next time, I will tell you in your face that I would rather not talk to you.
On the side note, I do miss them–the group of people who genuinely cares.
Life is too short for you to mix with everyone.
Do it well and do it right.
(credits to Kimyon)
As usual, I sat at the bus stop. After 2 years of travelling to school by the same route almost every school day, the bus stop becomes more than just a stop.
Most of the time, alone, and on some good days, with a friend ot two to talk to.
Sometimes, I wait in anitcipation for bus 10 to come, for fear of being late.
Other days when I’m early, I sit on the bench, wishing that the bus won’t arrive so soon, so that I can savour the time alone..
The bus stop is pretty unique–for you are not able to see which bus is approaching till it comes really near…
Today, I sat on the bench, waiting for the bus…
When I saw the red-top bus arriving, I was half-wishing, half-wondering.
Sitting by the bus stop, parallels with life.
That is not to say that we sit and wait for what we want to come to us.
But in some special instances, we sit at the bus stop, wondering what comes next? Anticipating if the next bus that comes along is what we’ve been waiting for..
So what comes next?
It was one interesting day at school–suddenly, the people I haven’t seen for eons just popped out of nowhere.
As for the other person–I saw you in my dreams the night before, and forced myself to wake up from the bad dream. It was so horrible that I rationalised in my sleep that it has to be a dream, woke up, and realised it was 5 in the morning..
I’m working through the daytime but when it’s time to rest,
I’m lying in my bed, listening to my breath
Falling from the edge, when I see you only when I sleep.
Don’t make me close one more door. Stay in my arms if you dare. Or must I imagine you there?
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