I know I’m truly superficial when acquiring Chanel makes me so damn happy.


Lust. Love. Caution.

I often wonder how did I get my heart entangled into this mess.

So perhaps, I am not as disciplined as I thought I was.

Somehow, I have to learn how not to speak for the future.

Never let the bad back into you life, mess up with your heart.
It wasn’t easy to rid of the bad, I have to keep up with that.

How much can I matter when he refuses to make a commitment?
But then again, I said, “I never wanted commitment from you. If I wanted commitment, I would be dating someone else.”

And I meant it.

I guess. Letting go of the routine pain, uncertainty and disappointments make me a smiley face.

I guess. I just needed to learn how to break the habits of having you in my life.

I guess. I can be pretty heartless when I want to.

I guess. Our time has come and gone buddy.

Next please.

No, I don’t want anything that involves my heart.
I want that dream job.

You lost me

I am done
Smoking gun
We’ve lost it all
The love is gone

She has won
Now its no fun
We’ve lost it all
The love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn’t keep your hands to yourself

And we tried
Oh, how we cried
Oh, we lost ourselves
The love has died

Now I know you’re sorry
And we were sweet
Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me
And you’ll regret it, but it’s too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world’s been infected,
And somehow you left me neglected
We’ve found our lives been changed
Oh babe, you lost me
–You lost me, Christina Aguilera

A raw confession

I helped you cheat.
And then, tried to believe you won’t cheat on me.

I was wrong.
Karma has its way of looking for me.

There I just said it.
What I’m going through now, is what I brought upon myself.

We all have our dirty little secrets. And you are mine.

I did wrong. And I am just paying for my mistakes.


I’m the girl who likes to be romanced,
I’m that girl who likes to sit under the stars, savouring the silence.

And yet, strangely, with you, we’ve never been on a real date. Not in the good-old fashion way.
I’m still a little confused how I simply settled.
Perhaps, being with you was comfortable, no heart-stopping moments when u lean in, well, not the way I want it to be. But I was contented I guess.

Till I wondered, is this all I deserve?

Heading to Bangkok next week, that trip will do me good.

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